If I ever made you unsure, may this scrambled note find you well and give you some clarity.

Eu te amo, com a mesma devoção, liberdade e pertencimento.

I don’t understand it either.
I watch you from afar every chance I get.
También me encanta tu energía sexy. Lo quiero todo para mí sola.
(Why were you sad? I saw that. I don’t like it when you are sad. You shouldn’t do that when I’m not around. Wear your gorgeous smile instead.)

Sometimes, I imagine what life could be like if I were to wake up next to you.
But then, I remember I embody everything your culture is vehemently against. Trust me, I understand.

Why did you wish Godspeed exactly on the day I was born?
It left me confused and somewhat heartbroken. It wasn’t hopeful, because “sad things”. It was you grieving. Why shoot us down when we haven’t even started? Am I misreading this too? Was this about something else?

Come to me if you feel it’s right. All I ever wanted was nothing more than your honest self. No major plans other than getting to know you, one day at a time.